Hello all you lovely people!!! well most of you that are reading this anyways, some are questionable..lol ….I missed you ..life’s sure been crazy !! still trying to find my purpose in this crazy ass ride we call life ……well beside being a strong-willed ,loving and frustrated mother to my two beautiful boys…..
I swear life knocks me out some times and i haven’t posted anything in so long …but it’s really not my nature to give up on things to easily so i am not giving up .. If people read it or not ….its kinda like my free therapy , much-needed most days lol…one good thing about my all this craziness and life I haven’t peaked yet my best days are still ahead of me and for all you self-righteous people who think they are better than everyone and do nothing wrong well you are the people I feel sorry for , for you know nothing about life………and what it really takes to be GREAT!!
Its been a about 8 months and a lot has happened.
My dad died of a heroin overdose at the age of 50 and a guy i dated four years of my life was shot tragically by his own father …..and another friend who was a young mother of three beautiful kids.
I fell in love ….sounds nice but only to have him sent to prison for 9 months for something that happened years before me met… at one point in this past eight months I had 5 people who I was very close too in jail and one who died four days after he got out ..lost a job ,started another one …..bought a car only to have the engine blow up three weeks later …….cried a lot . but for some reason I am still here and still strong. when I was a child I had a lot of people tell me I would never amount to anything, maybe I’ll never be a doctor or a rocket scientist but one this is for sure I can handle life better than most and still keep a smile on my face most days…and if school of hard knock was a real school id have an MBA , it’s a fact of life we all go through our own trails and tribulations and that what makes us all unique and beautiful….love yall






